I wish I could go all fangirl on your ass. Right now right now.


But, I'm not.

I'm tired right now, exhausted. In a really beautiful way.
I've been experiencing such beautiful things.
But I'm more filled with what's to come than anything.
Something truly groundbreaking is about to happen to me.
I think I'm in the middle of it, right now.
Though, I'm not really sure.
My whole body is trying to tell me something.


I had one of the most amazing days of my life the other day. I was literally going on 3 hours of sleep. Nothing particularly fascinating happened. Not even mildly interesting, even. I was just... existing. But it was wonderful. World, it was such a beautiful day. It didn't happen again today, but today was still good. Awesome, even. I liked today. I'll like tomorrow. And the day after.

I'm looking forward to everything.


....except maybe the paper that I haven't written.